10/29/2006
noone but me from URL @ 12:09 AM
 Wenn alles sonst auseinander fällt, Lächeln. (SURIA!) Quand tout s'effondre d'autre, le sourire. (CHERYL! SGT DHILSHAD!) Cuando tutto crolla altro, il sorriso. (italian dudes?) Cuándo todo más caídas aparte, sonríen. (espaniol people) 他の全てが崩壊する時、ほほえんでください。(STAFF REBEKAH!) 当其他的一切溃散的时候,微笑。(ALL CHINESE PEOPLE WHO VISIT!) allathillum thoolvi adainthaalum, siri! (ALL TAMIL PEOPLE WHO VISIT!) ukirlah senyuman apabila semua hancur di depan matamu( ALL MALAYS!) aand, to anybody at all; when everything else fails, smile :D
HAHAH, anw pardon my random lameness? (&sometimes when you're anxious/stresed/worried, it gets -> ---) so i got pretty high over the translation thing. and over my personalised smiley! :D OKAY, PLEASANT MORNING. if only i could say it gets easier each day. if only huh.
10/27/2006
noone but me from URL @ 3:51 PM
i want to say, THANKYOU to (for thursday) marliyana: who cheered me up a greatdeal in the morning(: nishanthi: who ran around to help me with stuffs & for collecting money & for being there(: natalie: who helped me to deal with money issues ($ cheryllwin: who helped me to deal with money issues & also gg up and down (haha) nurin: who made me LAUGH :D pat: who made me LAUGH :D as well as made me fat =x (ouch, sry for your eyes, but those are those ppl's fav colours)
sometimes, the smallest things you do for people, makes the biggest difference in their day. & sometimes the simplest things you say to them, makes the greatest impact in their lives. THANK YOU! :D
now this is a short &sweet entry; but of course! sweet people will obviously, post sweet entries! (:
have a SUPERB day! you translated that? ass- HAHA.
10/22/2006
noone but me from URL @ 1:05 AM
GOOD MORNING.
PARTONE Di sini kau dan aku Terbiasa bersama Menjalani kasih sayang Bahagia ku denganmu
Pernahkah kau menguntai Hari paling indah Ku ukir nama kita berdua Di sini surga kita
Bila kita mencintai yang lain Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah Sayangku akan hilang...
If we love somebody Could we be this strong I will fight to win Our love will conquer all I wouldn't risk my love
this song is rocking nice, even if i dont understand it. its so nice that its sucking my soul bit by bit, & after listening to it for like -100 times, i feel so energyless; but surprisingly not sick of it. for those of you who know kathleen well enough, i feel like her, HAHA.
PART TWO ANYWAY. ANYHOW. talk about it all falling apart. especially at time we need to be stucktogether. its happening OHSOSUPER FAST, thats its slipping by so quick. well, im gna catch it, and piece it back. even if it makes people hate me, or if it takes me a century. thank you, im not losing what i've grown to love. if you dont know what im talking about, dont bother guessing. the people im talking about will now.
PART THREE i am NOT pleased at how fast time is shooting by; i dont like being called sec 4i, class of 2007. i mean, the sec4s have barely left; how'll they feel knowing we've taken over them alr. even then, i dont like feeling like im a sec 4. i think sec3 was the most trying yr hencefar; in all aspects. so i think im unprepared for sec4 only in the academic aspect. and also at the way time's shooting by. i miss the carefree days when hours were spent idled away in school simply slacking. talking running adventure-ing singing- gahh. overall, im not looking forward to next year. nor am i pleased at the fact that there are only 2 more school days.
PART FOUR i hate the way everything's changing. i hate the way what we used to be is becoming what was never meant to be. i hate the feeling of hopelessness. well, i hate many things; go look for my bang bang bang post. well, seek solace you! cos the freq people who visit my blog and leave tags- you are the people i tolerate all this hate for, mua ha ha ha.
PART FIVE now this, you really dont have to read. up to mid sec 2, i used to pray every night, every sunday in church for my parent to get back together. now its somthing unspoken. and sadly, now i almost hate myself for praying for them to stay apart. it'd be catastrophic if they were toghether. they were not meant to be, now i accept. i've come to terms with the divorce; i almost agree with it.
PART SIX people change all the time; thats what everyone says right. but why not think that you have changed? & your perception of people change tog with that. but the former issue, i think its sad. what you believed was something meant to be, was in fact something never meant to be. okay, i must be vague here. blogs arent safe people.
PART SEVEN and probably the most important part; and even when everything falls apart, SMILE :D i like the quote in my previous post; it was from encik maziah's blog.
10/19/2006
noone but me from URL @ 11:25 PM
In the confrontation between the rock and the stream, the stream always wins. not through strength, but perseverance.
10/17/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:38 PM
HOORAY for people who make my day!
THREEIGNITE. the stupid improvised heart attacks with losers and whatnot. and then the shamless truth-and-dare game! :D HAHAHA. i really had a good laugh at everyone. for more details check out zhiyun's blog. http://the-perfectcouple.blogspot.com/ seriously amusing; heh, and now we officially have no more face to throw. and as for the truths; (: well, shh. secrets are meant to be kept. anw, YAY FOR A NICE TIME TODAY. i liked it a LOT. :D
*certain SPECIAL PEOPLE. if you think you're one of them, so be it. but i think the people whom im referring to, know who they are. YOU PEOPLE, never fail to make me feel that im not alone. and you all are the ones whom i think i can really turn to, esp in this -world. and also the people whom with i can talk. like really really talk. & you dont know how good that makes me feel. once all the hustle & bustle has settled down, lets go to our place and talk. you're never alone; :D NURIN AMALIA RETARD. YOU, can never fail to make me laugh okay! hahah, with the one clap thing, and the shooting good luck thing:D for more details, ask me, hah. forever amusing me! :D and today for cheering me up a great deal too! YAY FOR A NICE TIME TODAY. i liked it a LOT too. :D
and also to *HER. okay she's not supposed to know who she is, nor is she supposed to come here; or at least i think she's stopped. for her smses and communication at exactly the right times i need a friend. or when i needed someone to cheer me up. i don't know how. but we're both believers of angels; go figure. (: thankyou. lastly, HER2. i dont think her2 will know whom she is either; or if she does, it'd just be weird. HAHA, probably the lamest; but the sight of you makes me smile, cos you give me hope. definately someone who's made a big difference in my life. (: thankyou. okay, and to everyone who didnt do so well; its never the end of the world. only with each failure, can you learn and bounce on it as a stepping stone to success. so yeap; brood for awhile, but there's no point dreading forever okay; WORK HARDER yeah. (at least that'll make a difference)
OKAY. haha, actually i should name the HER and HER2 shouldn't i; i mean otherwise how else will they receive the gratitude. ohwell- thank you, all YOU people. :D
10/15/2006
noone but me from URL @ 11:57 PM
bang.
i hate making decisions. & i hate the concequences they lead too. i hate the way those decisions control my life. & i hate the way i become subservient to each decision i make.
bang.
i hate people who screw with other people's lives. & so i hate them for being selfish jerks. i hate people who screw others just cos they're screwed. & again i hate them for being selfish jerks.
bang.
i hate the way i run away from everything. & i hate the way i shy away from challenges. but i hate the way i hurt if i take on those burdens, & i hate the way i feel so helpless through it all.
have a good laugh. somehow its getting tougher&tougher each day to pull off that smile. i mean, its what we all do; dont we? i feel like shooting someone with a pointy edged compass dammit. and laugh at everything that oozes out. haha, im feeling all sadistic again.
10/08/2006
noone but me from URL @ 9:55 AM
i was just flipping through my diary, (in which my last entry was OAC -__-) and i was reading the entry of the parade whereby i almost fainted. and HAHA. i started laughing to myself. cos when i was -fainting, then suria was on my right. and after supporting me & i was safe, she faster grabbed my beret so it wouldnt touch the floor. HAHAHA.
so typical of suria. HAHAHAHA. okay it mayn't be funny to you, don't matter but i still find it funny. now you think they'll care if their beret touches the floor? and kathleen also; so funny nowadays. she said she hates the haze; somemore no firefighters to fight the fire. so i told her to go there and be a fire fighter. and you know what she said? " HAHA. im so cool i would probably put all the fire out at once just by standing there if i were to do it. HAHA"
HAHAHA. thank God, for people who never fail to cheer me up. that means YOU who are reading this; thank you! :D
10/07/2006
noone but me from URL @ 1:50 PM
only left with lit paper two! :D
and im so glad its lit and not amaths or sth. otherwise i'd be so dreading this weekend.
okay, TO LIT!
smth went wrong smwhere; i've never felt this bad after exams. its not good ): worse part is, i dont even know if i've put in my best. oh well, its spilt milk. as they syikin always says; hope for the best, expect the worst.
STUDYHARD STUDYSMART EVERYONE! :D
10/05/2006
noone but me from URL @ 5:01 AM
PLEASANTMORNING TO YOU! doing lit at this time seems to be productive. :D
anyway, my lit marks tend to fluctuate. so for today i'll PRAY that my marks take a shot to the sky. dowelldowelldowell. but with God, anything is possible no?
yest i forgot how to find mole. MOLE OKAY, MOLE. stupid. i cld rmbr the volumetric analysis thing, and i forgot MOLE> anw, i wrote the 2 eqns down. 1) mol= mass/mr 2)mol= mr/mass and then i put down my stuffs and i prayed. i asked God to tell me. and then i picked up my pen, stared awhile and decided the 1st one looked right. so with TRUSTINGOD, i did my work; and olaaa it was right! :D esther scared me at first, she said it was wrong. =x EVIL.
anyway, (oh i just wrote DUNCAN in purple- the colour of royalty. like potassium manganate; its purple i mean; hurr and purple is not gay! *nono =x ) oh yeah. i shd be getting back. i need to sleep by 8, wake up at 9 leave at 930 reach school at 1030 take my paper at 1115. :D
SOIWILLWASTEMYDAYSWITHSTUDYING BUTITSOKAY it will be worth it, you understand all you rotten papers. THREEMOREDAYSYOUALL! HAHAHA.
:D i cant wait. eastcoastpark,johntucker,bazaar,pizzahut,nightsafari,airport,MOUNTAIN!
psst: STUDYHARD STUDYSMART! :D
10/01/2006
noone but me from URL @ 6:49 AM
HELLO. ITS THE FIRST OF OCTOBER; IE: THE TENTH MONTH OF THE YEAR (TAKENOTE) TENTH. IE: THE EXAM MONTH OF THE YEAR. (TAKENOTE) EXAM.
-nojokethistime.
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